I was definitely right, but I might have said it wrong??? Are you serious? I have exhausted all the academic-sounding words, and my jaws were almost stiff forcing the smiles, how else might I have said it and deliver the same message?
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No forced apologies. No lame excuses. It is braver to admit a wrong. Whatever happened was strictly business to me. Black or white, never gray. That isn't my color.
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So you actually thought it made me proud to have proven everyone wrong? How could you even think I am capable of gloating over another's mistake?
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I'm feverish and headachey because I know exactly how i made others cringe. That was not the intention. Only somebody has to say enough of the mediocrity.
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Tell me to tone down? That was toned down! My brain itched randomly thinking of euphemisms to soften my disgust.
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And all this time, you haven't seen the worst of me. I can't believe you think of my retorts as direct affront to you. Now, what is that?
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No, I fight my battles only on neutral grounds. I can't be goaded to talk behind you, like most of your own friends do.
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Again, NO i didn't question your judgment nor integrity. I protested against blatant injustice to unsuspecting victims.
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But you know what? I wish you'd just accept your fault instead of faulting me for standing up for what is right.
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This is so over. I said my piece. You can crucify me. I won't even complain. Actually, I'm ready for hell.
